| Enough's enough...
No more entries, this should be it. |
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| Heh... I can feel my anger welling up... anger from all these lies...
It is a good feeling... an old familiar feeling...
If only it will last, then maybe I will be free finally... |
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| In spite of everything....
It seems like sometimes, you are still around... still there... and you call out to me... maybe it's my imagination though, because a part of me wants to believe that you are still there... always... for I remember the words that bound me to you... will you release me one day? Will I find peace at last then? Will all the pain and sorrow fade away with me? I can only hope as much...
I am really tired now, but I cannot sleep... so here I am, still lingering here... why am I this way...?
I've been decieved... by myself... I've been lying to myself... why? Why do I keep making excuses to protect what I want to believe? Isn't everything obvious by now? The silence should've been all I needed to hear... is it time yet? Give me closure please... I'm afraid I still cannot do it myself...
I'm sorry... that I am so upset... it has led me to write this drivel...
Where are you?
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| Whenever I hear that song...
I think about you,
I think about us,
I think about what we were...
... forever more...
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| So many things left unsaid...
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